well work says can't change shifts yet so fuck em' lookn who can hook me up sooner....bayfront isn't the only one and that is key....anyway hell yeah work it girl

So I got an EMINEM tatoo...something I contemplated for two years and never doubted but I love it...I am so glad I did it...no one else has to understand why I DID IT but me...and I look at it on my arm and I fucking love it...anyone who would like to see it ask....it means a lot to me......I know it's drastic but I love it...anyway ask and you shall receive.....holla friends....EM forever...

mood: crazy music: Eminem

well i rocked hard at work tonight and did the dam thing and it felt good to walk the fuck out at eleven fifteen and be all the way done...I didn't leave twenty piles of shit for enrique...came home and cooked chili and porkchops so that I am not spending a million dollars a month on westshore pizza or chinese food...which by the way I am wearing very horribly fed up with the weight now it has got to go...hell yeah...retech when is the next raquetball match...it's on......thursday should be fun...shaking our tailfeathers...sweet....

mood: accomplished music: Usher - YEAH!!

I haven't been on here in forever...I need to start writing again...what's been going on???

mood: amused music: Annettes AM talk radio

I started my day out today by accidently dropping my MP3 player into the sink while doing dishes...at this moment i have all of Eminems cd's loaded on there...dried it off and it worked so i went back to dishes without inspecting the display...well when i went to skip a song i relized it was on hold...so i couldn't get it to stop so i took the battery out and now it's stuck on hold and i can't use it...so i'm pissed...what a way to start a day...

mood: angry music: NONE

i'll never get why some poeple are the way they are...i have recently learned that some people will penetrate deep inside to try to hurt you and at the same time are claiming to be your friend...what's her problem...anyway...we still have eachother...thank goodness i have good friends to help hold me together...along with a great wife...

i think i have to start eliminating drama and fools who are fake to help me have a calmer life...

guess who stood me up for running...again!

mood: only 3 and a half hours sleep music: Eminem- say goodbye to hollywood

finally work is a little better now that the PITA is gone...and that makes my life a million times less stressful...and I can go back to liking my job...

good luck going cross country Drew!

mood: awake music: Eminem -Rock Bottom

I am not exactly sure why some people have no organizational skills at all...how the hell is it that there are some stupid fucking people here in this world and they make it day after day...i bust my fucking ass at my job and other poeple bennefit from it...I wonder about nursing school and am i ready and i think its time to fucking take over i can't stand the way people just fucking ease over the human life and have no fucking compassion...no matter how fucking easy i make it for you...you still fuck it up....how is it the same all the fucking time not matter what you have on your plate you can't handle it...i just don't fucking get it...i thank and love my mother and father for raising me to be a go getter and to know that i will not be handed shit...that i have to work for it...things are not just going to fall into my lap...i deserve nothing but what i work for...why are there people that think differently....what the fuck where their parents doing??.. "I am whatever you say I am"...so fuck it...I will do what I do...I can shine anywhere...fuck BF....congrats on passing jcaho...u fuckers got lucky.....

mood: aggravated music: Eminem-i'm a soldier

this to shall pass...it's hard to help a friend from far away...especially when you know that they need it more now than ever...growing up sucks but it's what we do...and those that last through it with us are the ones we keep around...it's 35 degrees here...georgia I hope ur ok....

mood: cold music: Usher- U turn

you would think after doing something for 24 plus years I would have the hang of it but I don't think I'll ever master sleeping...

mood: tired music: Mariah Carey - We beling together

Tonight was great for me the YANKEES won and it made my night...who knows if I will have a voice in the morning...all the yelling...got three days of work coming up and they are going to be fun aren't they chica?.. it's up to us...anyway...I leave for New York on Saturday...can't wait to see Mom and the Family...rock on...but I still have so much shit to do before I go it's not even funny...my floors are being replaced...the base under me will be different...stronger... ;-)

mood: determined music: Eminem- Mosh

i hate staying up late at night wondering what if...sometimes i think it would be better if things were laid out for me so i wouldn't have to make decisions or feel guilt...wtf...

mood: awake

yo

mood: cheerful